Trampire
South of twitching lip and bristle,
Promises of glist'ning gristle,
Corded tendons, muscled bars
'neath pallid skin
repleat with scars,
No wounds I'll leave for sure
tonight
depraved under an orange light
on hapless homeless
such as these
sad drifters on the urban breeze,
Not so unlike myself
they'd say
should they have lived another day
but,
die they do and will again
to sate my lust for red champagne,
This restaurant,
this wine bar bleak
it's humour rancid, tongue in cheek
or teeth in neck where I'm involved,
another murder deigned unsolved,
He reeks this one, repleat with dirt,
a snotty nose
a sodd
Your warmth issues from a tap,
Coursing currents tease
the down inside my knees like
wayward hair, inviting silent protestations,
They're merely my attempts
to mask the sweetness of this lie
as stark enamel shrouds this fantasy
where cotton sheets should be,
Behind the steam shroud bolt and lock
of this make-believe hotel room
I'm with you,
undistracted,
undisturbed by phones and false acclaims
of everlasting chastity,
Here in fields of ripples
repleat with bubble poppies
we are one at last,
Intertwined
in foetal content
you coat me,
choke me,
I drink and draw you in without regret or fear
because my hands are yours,
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There is no rhythm
save the
silent
and eternal expectation,
of a far flung shoreline,
The hiss of hobo sand grains
deciding in mid-air where next to rendezvous
with fate,
There's nothing here,
It's there, with her and all
the dreams I gifted,
Sat on stones worn smooth by
tears and time, accompanied by
sea-borne shrieks of unrequited want
she sits,
My bottle sunk
and ink run grey, the message
lost
the feeling black as ever.
White holes in the night
Moth-eaten blackout canvas
of infinite days
A billion nights
Promises of twinkling war
and methane friendships
Beckoning monkeys
Craning necks since lizards lost,
with fear and wonder
So jealousy waits
In cold and pressurised white
Beyond our vision
Unspoilt that meadow
of midnight dew and silver,
Until we arrive
We knew her only as 'The Woman'
though, Ethel was her given name;
one torn from telephone books past
for fear or retribution by association,
'A murderess' the head-scarves whispered,
sibilant through clacking dentures,
Below those wagging chins
I'd sit pop-eyed and lap the stream
of lies they squirted down their housecoats,
all saggy tits, stretched seams and sardines;
Sour, that's what they were I reckon,
sour and bitter, hip-stretched hags,
desperate to draw their peers
attention from their dishmop orbiting lives,
She had orange curtains, thick velour
and stained by coffee,
Reg always left his coffee on the cill to cool,
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He was in a vacuum I imagine,
caused by sharp intakes of breath
which nagged the bronchitis and emphesima
afflicted audience around him,
My mother was handing him a baby
and the coughing hyaenas who clamoured
like starving trout at the boards
disapproved,
Miturating Mavis, on account of her smell,
Dreary Doreen, on account of her depression,
Tea Towel Thelma, on account of her tea-towel,
He was filthy,
Oil cracked and camel wet,
perspiring nicotine and diesel
in equal measure, a carcinogen on two legs;
I wasn't there in spirit, but I can picture
the scene as well as anyone that was,
The lop-sided smile, toothless even
before
Upon a heather bed there sat,
Inconsequential, chewing fat,
On mountain top o'er hazy shroud
wrapped in a humid, pollen cloud,
Full of thought, save for the grass
they pluck and pull to make time pass,
a flower, a boat, a tickling reed
grown gingerly from guilts tough seed,
Occasionally their wanting meets
with pupils still on green stained seats,
writhing still as pleadings pass
between their wall of sugared glass,
So close, just inches, yet as far
as sixty miles by train or car,
Their answers to this quandary lost
on winds that promise rain and frost,
His promises, made past, before
both feet were nailed upon the floor,
Ye
Stood before me, framed in beige,
She stood in neon blue delight,
Flickering, an aura strained,
Her conscience battling lust with right,
Just seconds from betrayed desire,
Morality a distant dream,
Her angel sat on shoulder perched
burned quickly with a silent scream,
No kiss as yet, we simply stared,
Our thoughts now fucking in the air
between two faces, lost in love,
One final act we'd yet to share,
The quiet corridor in which
we stood, our only chance to feel,
To break our dreaming chains now wet,
To make our visons meld, be real,
The gentle long embrace foreseen
came not to pass that summer day,
A scene which nightly I'd
Her Eyes are Closed
The carpet smells the same,
despite however many tears
have dampened what we laid,
Her eyes are closed now,
but six am brings light to
which I cannot be a friend,
This sick soap opera will be short lived,
for that I thank all the gods
that have forsaken me,
She sees me though, beyond
her smudged and twitching veils,
Not crouched upon the
windowsill
as desperate as a keyless cat,
She sees me at her side,
Beyond her nightmares there
remains the smile we shared,
My touch as real as that
of the pillow upon which
she smiles unto herself,
One hand upon her shoulder,
Imagining a wafer thin vision
of us co
A silent meadow murmurs soundly,
Whispered breeze through sighing sedge,
Nightjars sing a lullaby
from nests within their fortress hedge,
A cornucopia of daisies
staring skyward at the moon,
their dewdrop tears betraying sorrow,
sun returning none too soon,
In twilight sadness following
their benefactors path to rest
below the beckoning horizon,
bending slowly to the west,
A Pipistrelle observes their dreaming
echoes within petals tight,
In graceful arcs she blindly hunts
for foolish butterflies in flight,
Cool winds descend to tickle poppies
paralysed in form, they drift,
giggling at dandy clocks
that moonlight waltz a the
The bracken, brittle,
Bows and bends then breaks beneath
A billowing beech
Remnant russet rug
Reaching out relentlessly
Red with rich remains
A withered wand
Whipped by wafting western winds
Awaits winters white
Do not go gentle...
Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle in
... someone else simply states it more clearly.
"Ordinary World"
Came in from a rainy Thursday
On the avenue
Thought I heard you talking softly
I turned on the lights, the TV
And the radio
Still I can't escape the ghost of you
What has happened to it all?
Crazy, some are saying
Where is the life that I recognize?
Gone away
But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive
Passion or coincidence
Once prompted you to say
"Pride will tear us both apart"
Well now pride's gone out the window
Cross the rooftops
Run away
Lef